Survivor

You let me in and let me love

You never knew the pain I'd bring you

Couldn't stop what had begun

No door left for you to leave through

I couldn't warn you of your fate

Never knew I was infected

I found out a bit too late

No way that I could prevent it

I got bloodstains on my hands

Got your fate it's on my conscience

I survived all this some how

Can't make sense of all this nonsense

I've got guilt within my soul

I've got tears, I'm screaming inside

Guess I got what I deserved

I can't change the fact that you died

The world has become a scary place.  With Aids being a huge fear.  Everyone wants to be loved but it's come to the point where you almost need to get a blood test before you can get close to someone.  So many diseases have taken over but the ones that we can pass to each other are the scariest and the incurable are terrifying.  I don't care what sex, race or orientation you are, if you are sexually active with more than one partner.... get tested for HIV.  Don't be responsible for ending the life of someone you care about.