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10.22.2012

I'm A Survivor

I'm a Survivor(Performed by: Reba McEntire)
I was born 3 months too early 
The doctor gave me 30 days 
But I must have had my mama's will 
And God's amazing grace 


I guess I'll keep on livin
 Even if this love's to die for 
Cuz your bags are packed 
And I ain't cryin 
Your walkin out and I'm not tryin 
To change your mind 
Cuz I was born to be 


The baby girl without a chance 
A victim of circumstance 
The one who oughta give up 
But she's just too hard headed 
A single mom 
Who works 2 jobs 
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands 
And the heart of a fighter 
I'm a survivor 

I don't believe in self pity 
It only brings you down 
May be the queen of broken hearts 
But I don't hide behind the crown 
When the deck is stacked against me 
I just play a different game 
My roots are planted in the past 
And though my life is changing fast 
Who I am is who I wanna be 

The baby girl without a chance 

A victim of circumstance 
The one who oughta give up 
But she's just too hard headed 
A single mom 
Who works 2 jobs 
Who loves her kids and never stops 
With gentle hands 
And the heart of a fighter 
I'm a survivor 


Oh a single mom 
Who works 2 jobs 
Who loves her kids and never stops 
With gentle hands 
And the heart of a fighter 
I'm a survivor 

But I must have had my mama's will
And God's amazing grace
(I'm a survivor)


Well my life has taken a very sudden turn and I am now the single mother of the two most beautiful boys in the world.  Instead of a wedding I will be sitting solo in my home with only two kids, two cats and a small dog to keep me company... come to think of it that kinda seems like a lot.... My fiancee has decided that he doesn't want to get married to me... I can live with that... I'm terrified of being a single mom... but I can do it... and to tell the truth I feel bad that don't feel worse.  I loved him... still do... he's one of my best friends but I deserve someone who REALLY wants to be with me... So in the mean time... I will hold my head up... I'm a survivor.



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