I was born 3 months too early
The doctor gave me 30 days
But I must have had my mama's will
And God's amazing grace
I guess I'll keep on livin
Even if this love's to die for
Cuz your bags are packed
And I ain't cryin
Your walkin out and I'm not tryin
To change your mind
Cuz I was born to be
The baby girl without a chance
A victim of circumstance
The one who oughta give up
But she's just too hard headed
A single mom
Who works 2 jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands
And the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor
I don't believe in self pity
It only brings you down
May be the queen of broken hearts
But I don't hide behind the crown
When the deck is stacked against me
I just play a different game
My roots are planted in the past
And though my life is changing fast
Who I am is who I wanna be
The baby girl without a chance
A victim of circumstance
The one who oughta give up
But she's just too hard headed
A single mom
Who works 2 jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands
And the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor
Oh a single mom
Who works 2 jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands
And the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor
But I must have had my mama's will
And God's amazing grace
(I'm a survivor)
Well my life has taken a very sudden turn and I am now the single mother of the two most beautiful boys in the world. Instead of a wedding I will be sitting solo in my home with only two kids, two cats and a small dog to keep me company... come to think of it that kinda seems like a lot.... My fiancee has decided that he doesn't want to get married to me... I can live with that... I'm terrified of being a single mom... but I can do it... and to tell the truth I feel bad that don't feel worse. I loved him... still do... he's one of my best friends but I deserve someone who REALLY wants to be with me... So in the mean time... I will hold my head up... I'm a survivor.
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