Round and Round

You’re on repeat in my mind

Whirling round my head at lightning speed

Your voice echoing in my ears

Until all I hear is you

Each heart beat says your name

Every breath whispers my love

Every thought I think, I’m numb

I’m unglued

Scary choices I must make

But there are chances I must take

If I ever want to know if we can last

So I hold my head up high

Do my best not to cry

And never get discouraged by the past

You’re my chance, my only hope

My only love, my only cure

You’re the one thing that can get me through the day

And if I ever want to love

To feel that rush, to rise above

Than I know being with you’s the only way

Scary choices I must make

But there are chances I must take

If I ever want to know if we can last

So I hold my head up high

Do my best not to cry

And never get discouraged by the past

I'm faced with a decision that I am finding it impossible to make... Do I stay here in Flin Flon with the job I love... Or do I move back home to be near my family?  My friends in Swan are wonderful and I miss them.  My friends here are wonderful and I would miss them... But the biggest part of my decision looms over me... Moving to Swan could mean that I return to the miserable state I was in when I left there... it could also be the realization of everything I ever wanted.  If I stay in Flin Flon... will I always wonder What if?  I feel like I'm at that moment that changes your life forever... Whatever path I take will determine the course of my future... I'm terrified of making the wrong choice... I keep praying for the right path to become clear...  But everyday I seem to be more confused.