Emptiness

Another day passes

The slowly ticking clock never really changing

I'm waiting for the life I need

The life that starts with you

I'm counting off the seconds

Each one goes on forever

My life is at standstill

When can I finally carry on?

Those brief moments I behold you

Seem unreal, seem unseen

They are gone is such hurry

I am numb to them now

Till I can really hold you

Till I can feel your breath on mine

There is nothing for me, nothing

But an emptiness inside

My life is at a standing still right now.... It sucks!  My brief visits to Swan are just a tease of what my life could be in a few months.... Every day I stroke of the calendar and it seems like forever until I will finally be there.... Next week I am going down to do some job hunting... searching for a job will definitely help me feel like I am finally moving forward.  When I get back from Swan I only have 10 more weeks.... Seems like a lifetime.